Helpfulness and Intentions

One thing i'll hold true in life:

If you help with the intentions of other people or situation succeed
without self-helping yourself, that will be a true help.
If rewards comes, take it.
If even it doesn't, you have done your best.
If no recognition given to you. Just bear with it.
Love them even more even if Love is not returned

Just remember: It is commendable by God

Profiling situations with different perspective is important, and the way to help is different for every profile

Sometimes, it is easy to get into a spot at helping people or the situations when without taking care of my own problems.
Sometimes, it is just as easy to get yourself into a spot where people will misunderstand your intentions to bring love and help, without seeing the whole situation.

I may still have issues in my life, but i'll eventually come to a point of sanctifying my issues in God. But to help things at hand, is the utmost importance. I will struggle too when my issues intersects with the issues/situations that i'm helping. It's not easy, but with God, i've went through.

I'll rather fear God than fear men. even though one of my own issues is insecurity.

That is what love is.

Love is patience, Love is kind

Resilience of the heart

Love,
Chek Yeow

Just some thoughts. . .

There's been quite a lot of questions in my life i want to ask:

• Will I succeed in life?
• Will I ever overcome my weaknesses?
• Will I achieve sustainable idealism?
• Will things be solved?
• Will things reconcile?
• Will I be able to serve God in where He wants me to serve?

There's a lot more of the thoughts that i'm seeing right now. There are lots more of this as i'm going on everyday of my life. Weaknesses made me realised that i need God even more and kept me on the ground. The situation now look to me that i've still got some way to go on. Situation will come to test my stand, my character and integrity to the issue and why i've chosen.

Will situation reconcile? I've don't know. Will i be able to be placed in what God wants me to serve? I'm not sure either. There's more to things that i've don't know than i've current know.

But one thing i have. is I've got Faith

I'm not too sure of how God leads me, or how i can be a son of this House. But I believe all things will work together for good to those who love Him, according to His Purposes.

I Believe.

For things that unfortunately happened to me, i'll treat it as a lesson for me to learn to move on

For blessings that came, i thank God for every blessings in my life

The feeling right now is that my Role is not yet fixed and God is still guiding me to what i can be in Him. But my constant prayers will be:

"To have a bigger heart and bigger mind to people"

"To be able to love people even to the smallest things"

"Being readily forgiving and forgivable"

"To have SPs DNA and to flow with the church through seasons and times"

"To have a strong prayer and worship life with God"

"To always continuing to able to bless people and empower them to their destiny"

"To always have a heart for the younger generations"

"To be able to manage my weaknesses even better than i'm now"

Enlarge. Empower. Equip. To have God Enthroned in my life.

My Outlook, no matter what type of weather is it, i'll still have Faith , Hope and Love

And my Purpose in Life is to Love God, Love People and Love Life.

I Love SPs, leaders and church.

I have a great life in God

Thank you Lord :)

CY

This year Election thoughts

Some thoughts after viewing the elections

Happy that PAP won, well done to the opposition party who won Aljunid and sad to see good people like George Yeo and Dr Chiam goes off the stage.

But ultimately, it's time for Singapore to be a better Singapore

From this election, i've learnt that how the opposition fare are so intertwined with the situations and also policies that is so close to the heart of every singaporean.

People integrity is shown on election rallies on how people react, pro-act and how issues raise.

Whatever thoughts came from the mouth, comes from the heart on each people. It shows the power of influence, the realness of the situation and also how people debate. It also shows a person integrity to question, what was done right or wrong and how they perceived

The vote was casted and the election has spoken.

Well to me, getting people lives changed by the power of God and saved is worth a million times more.

But just an after thought and questions to ask all:
What is a Singaporean dream?
What is the maslow level of a Singaporean dream?
Will that dream be bigger than family, money, lifestyle and living? Although all are important?

Just a neutral view and questions on today's singapore.

Well that's all folks!

Love,
CY

New Post 2011

Hi!

Looks like i haven't being able to blog for very long.

Lots of things happened... but i'm happy

2 parts to this blog:

• Opinion
• Blogging

Today during easter service, when everyone who are getting water baptised are doing it, i've noticed something (Others may noticed it to).

It is a kite that was flying in the backdrop, flying high in the sky, trying to fight against the wind.

Then i've thought "Hey! That's an inspiration to write something!" and here i am writing it.

Many times people may think a Christian life is like a kite, trying to fight against every current of the world and stay a float if you can as long you hold on to God.

It is good, but, what if there's no wind?

So, i preferred (in my opinion) to think that a Christian life is like an aeroplane, or rather, a fighter plane that fight against currents and keep on moving forward to the points of destination that God wants us to be in.

Kite floats. But Planes fly.

This same fighting against the aerodynamics to stay afloat and yet, moving forward.

I so much want to be part with SPs, Leaders which they are moving forward, advancing

To be able to train and raise up people who are not just strong in God and but strong and equipped for the people to be able to have relevance to the world so that they can relate and be Salt and Light in the world.

But reality check, i'm not really there yet. really, not there, yet.

Due to Migraines which has been worsened previously through the years , i've realised that i've myself didn't keep my health (physically and mentally) in check. To my horror, the migraines i have limits a lot of my thinking, my reason to understand and also pain in remembering things.

It just not just affecting my emotions, physical life, it affects my relationship with people. My learning curve was slow and i can't comprehend things properly as i have been able to before.

But the all i can blame that the migraines happens to me, but the only thing i can blame was. me.

I didn't take care of my emotions, didn't take care properly of the things i have in my life. I tend to worked too much on both emotions, physical and mentally that now i'm receiving the recoiled of my failure to take care of things.

One thing that i know, i wasn't having peace

When God saved me, i have first having the peace i have in my heart, but that was the start

Because of so much things i've held on to in my life, God have to bring me trials and tribulations in my life just to grind away my thoughts, my heart and my soul, which have caused me much pain, whether right or whether wrong in my life, or what i've experienced.

But i'm glad.. very

Without this much grinding, stretching, breaking, taking out my insecurities and mindsets, i wouldn't be what i am today.

Without SPs Word and Leaders, i wouldn't have also done it

I've realised to be me 7 yrs ago was totally emotionally pain, to the very point of psychotic

Right now,  i'm very grateful and i've thank God that i've changed too

I'm gonna keep running, keep on working hard now as i recover from this migraines, it's gonna take some time, but i'll get there.

To get myself equipped, so i can equip and train others with what my hands can convey. Be it be music.., IT.. or everything else, i'll keep on doing what i've can so i the ultimate aim is to be able train and equip others with whatever things i can do

Thank you God, SPs, Leaders and Church. No matter what i'm gonna give my 200% as i recover and i'll keep on learning and getting even equipped to be able to use what my hands can do so that the next generation and even the generations down will be able to be blessed.

Much Love,

CY

New Year 2011

Wow, it's been a long year ever since i've blogged..

To me, this season has been a long one..

Lots of hurdles, lots of things happened and lots of types of things happened to me

But i'm glad i'm hanging on to Your Faith

To many, it's very puzzling so many things have happened to me, may it be personal, career, relationships, everything. Some maybe thinking of sowing and reaping of things done.

Well.. it's a bit and it's definitely segregated out (I love God for this, isolation in different situations.. He CAN)

God allows trials in my life when the good and the bad things surface, makes me keep on evaluating and keep on changing so i can arise and overcome the situation step by step.

But i remembered what God clearly told me for this season ever since 2008:

It is a time when trials comes like thunder and both my strengths and weaknesses will be shown. However, for every situation, God  will give me the wisdom in counsel and in turn strengthen the people around me.

I've been foretold many things by God which He reveals, and it's still amazing that so many things happened according to His Word. Indeed there's not a shadow of a doubt that everything happened accordingly. (Somehow i'm not surprise also)

This Darkness of the trials that i'm willingly to walk into, i'm glad that i've hanged on to God, His Words and His Counsel (although sometimes unwillingly, but He shown me).

During this long trial, God shown me that what it is to be running on half fuel or running with only one hand functioning. It gives me a wake up call to know what's the meaning of maintaining a prudent lifestyle to make sure i am being healthy (Mind, Heart, Soul and Spirit), have some finances and also knowing that i can't rely on personal knowledge without growing my mindset and changes (Although my migraines was the ones which limited my abilities)

Year 2011 will be a great year! After a long season, it's finally time for me to run on full tank and even more, running 300% then what was it to be previously! I'm looking forward to this Year, where my bindings unleashed and broken chains where i'm going run surpassing my current knowledge and abilities. 2011 year will be a great year. :)

I'm just glad. The Blessings i've given, the choices i've withhold, the decision i've made and remake. It's definitely gonna be awesome. No matter how people thinks, i think it will be awesome :)

Love God, Love People, Love Life. - I'm gonna ACE this year!

Love,
me

Fight the Good fight of Faith

Fight..

In many times is always an uphill battle for me.
I've been fighting like this ever since young.

But now i know that i'm not alone,
I have God, Great SPs, leaders and friends

Been very tired for a long time
But i can be tired, yet smiling :)

Thank God for this great Family i have

Love,
me

Made a Promise

In Memory of Mr Hashim, my primary sch conductor and Music mentor (Deceased)

I'll keep playing music

In Memory and promised that i've made with my Music Buddy Reub. Kee 6 yrs ago (Deceased)

I'll keep making music

In promise and thanks to my music mentor "Laoshi"

I'll keep doing and learning music

In promise and thanks to my SPs, leaders and friends

I'll carry the vision with you all

In promise and love with God

I'll keep my convictions, my calling, vision and dreams

A lot of things i have and will hold true to

And i have one focus: Touching people, changing lives, building people, changing generations

And i believe in the meaning of pure friendships

Idealistic? Sounds big? My God is bigger than me (:

I rather live and die trying my best in all situations, despite my circumstance, no matter which advantage or disadvantage side i'm on.

Life is short, Life is good. (:

True to the heart, true to the soul, true to the mind.

Love,

me