Powerful service and things to ponder on

Wrote these 2 poems during service today! SP shared a powerful Word and Inspiration just filled my soul during his preaching!

Woes & Woes to my flesh
for time has come & gone

Woes & Woes to my carnal mindness
for sifting has begun & gone

I've look to You for every heart matters
In Life, In Hope, In Times

Love fulfills all things
For You have sift my heart

You've put in Spiritual things, Yes
things of You who knows

You gave my mouth a song to sing
Yet in my sorrows You've delivered me to the dithered

Love consumes my life and soul
Your cause have burn in my heart

Let my Lifesong sings to You
Forever & Forever. Amen.


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Toils & Trials may come
Hopelessness & Tiredness may weary

But I look to my Lord
I look to my God

For Strength has came in my life

You are my Strength
You are my hope

My longing & waiting for You

Bring every heart & every mind
I live my life for You




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Looking back, i've been having a very tired life
Always trying to meet the expectation of other people
Trying very hard to meet everyone's needs and expectations
Not wanting to disappoint people
Not wanting to lose people trust

Being over doing things
Try to bite more than i've could chew
yet bite it all and when through it
Been wanting to be like someone, do things like someone
Wanting to take up more responsibilities because want to carry the burdens even more

Below the wants, the needs, the then expectations
I never knew how much i will face, and how much i've realised i need to handle
I've been the jack of all trades for too long
Yet the master of none

I've been tired for too long
I've been constantly sick ever since young
I've trying very hard to do things
I've been trying hard to meet expectations of people

But God, i've realised
I haven't been asking myself, what and why did i do it
And why do i want to do it

But for the things in my hands that i'm called to do
I do it, for You

Yup, I'm tired, I'm tired of a lot of things
Yup, i've met situations, both controllable and not
Yup, i've things in my heart and mind that i am in the process and change by You

But the most important thing
God, I am Your son
I carry the burden

Because of You have first loved me

Because of You
I am call to build

Beacuse of You
I am call to love

Because of You
I am call to lead and father

I'm Your son, I will carry the burden, for You, for SPs, for the church, it's a decision made, purposed in my heart and done deal long ago

Despite all things I'll stand
Despite my hands and feets are weary, i'll tarry

For Your Word to come to pass


I'm tired. But I'll go on. Cause my Strength will be renew by You

Love,
me