Just some thoughts. . .

There's been quite a lot of questions in my life i want to ask:

• Will I succeed in life?
• Will I ever overcome my weaknesses?
• Will I achieve sustainable idealism?
• Will things be solved?
• Will things reconcile?
• Will I be able to serve God in where He wants me to serve?

There's a lot more of the thoughts that i'm seeing right now. There are lots more of this as i'm going on everyday of my life. Weaknesses made me realised that i need God even more and kept me on the ground. The situation now look to me that i've still got some way to go on. Situation will come to test my stand, my character and integrity to the issue and why i've chosen.

Will situation reconcile? I've don't know. Will i be able to be placed in what God wants me to serve? I'm not sure either. There's more to things that i've don't know than i've current know.

But one thing i have. is I've got Faith

I'm not too sure of how God leads me, or how i can be a son of this House. But I believe all things will work together for good to those who love Him, according to His Purposes.

I Believe.

For things that unfortunately happened to me, i'll treat it as a lesson for me to learn to move on

For blessings that came, i thank God for every blessings in my life

The feeling right now is that my Role is not yet fixed and God is still guiding me to what i can be in Him. But my constant prayers will be:

"To have a bigger heart and bigger mind to people"

"To be able to love people even to the smallest things"

"Being readily forgiving and forgivable"

"To have SPs DNA and to flow with the church through seasons and times"

"To have a strong prayer and worship life with God"

"To always continuing to able to bless people and empower them to their destiny"

"To always have a heart for the younger generations"

"To be able to manage my weaknesses even better than i'm now"

Enlarge. Empower. Equip. To have God Enthroned in my life.

My Outlook, no matter what type of weather is it, i'll still have Faith , Hope and Love

And my Purpose in Life is to Love God, Love People and Love Life.

I Love SPs, leaders and church.

I have a great life in God

Thank you Lord :)

CY